Internet
Checkpoint

Good evening. I hope you've had a lovely day.

got a new username. might start switching away from my old one. might not. might go to sleep before 1 am. probably won't. maybe i'll try learning toki pona again. do i really need to wait for that series to be finished? probably not. listened to "there must be something here" by acloudyskye. it was good. i will not hesitate to shill acloudyskye next time i'm here

Oooh! Aquatic Ambience! Well.... okay I'll overwrite this save file so far. I want to get my website up & fully updated again, I've been learning about drawing and I feel like I've been starting to do more than I have in years. I want to fully be back on the world wide web again, I hope it doesn't take forever. I found this place from another website..... I was curious if some kind of web checkpoint existed with Bramble Blast but I think this is good enough. I don't think this really makes sense that it's called an "Internet Checkpoint" because the internets and the world wide webs are separate things... but everyone pretty much calls the web the "internet" at this point. Even I've done it, eh it's fine whatever. Going to keep surfing the web!

a feeling of emptyness
both nothing and everything seems possible

I'm slowly learning how to drive, and next semester is only two weeks away. Things in my life are going to change, and that is both terrifying and necessary.

Well... another year without a girlfriend, but at least I was able to buy the game I always wanted as a child (TES IV). I'm enjoying it like I always dreamed of.

Fumo fumo ᗜˬᗜ

I've been through hard times emotionally as of late, but as long as you find a reason to wake up the next day your life will be worth living.

I hope everyone is doing epic stuff.

Finally got Gold IV on Flex queue, doesn't matter about ranked or anything on LoL PC. well its cool 

Started making losing streaks with League of Legends, I guess the game is nothing afterall

THE CURRENT DAY AND AGE HAS ME MORE SCARED AND STRESSED OUT THAN EVER BUT ILL NEVER STOP DOING WHAT I LOVE. GETTING ART OF A HUGE FAT ORC BUTCH LESBIAN AND HER CATGIRL GF, LOVING THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE AND APPRECIATING THE FRIENDS I MAKE, AND SPREADING THE GOOD NEWS WHEN IT COMES. THE LIGHTS WE SEEK ARE IN EACH OTHER AND THE BONDS WE MAKE.

Unfortunately just lost another ranked game in Bronze XD 

May the world find itself better then how we shaped it.

shout out alpenglow64 you have good taste in numbers

Reached Silver 1 on flex queue satisfying W after all 

Loss 2 ranked games, but we won 1 game, 3 games a day from League of Legends = maximum discipline 

Won 3 games in a row in Soloqueue 

Lost another game of Soloqueue 

I guess this is life now 

just got some new keyboard switches, lets goo.

After cataloging hundreds of pieces of obscure media, I today came across this site. It ain't much, but some rabbit holes I started over half a year ago now, and I still have more to look into for most. A will note one that involves a obscure character originally named Shinko which has had around 15 years of a presence on the internet, although this character has changed a lot over time. Originally being part of a Nostalgia Critic clone called TheShinkoShowLSD and once that ended, Shinko was being changed up slightly and used for Versille, a town originally made to house the creations of the artist. Eventually this would evolve to a web comic called Snap Dragon Club, Shinko rebranded to Dolly and.... yeah I looked far into this stupid little thing. I could probably yap forever about rabbit holes like this, but this one stands out to me the most. It takes a certain person to care this much about this stuff, but that must be my ADHD.

Hello There. I guess this is my Checkpoint. I've been kinda been a bit insane with the 5ams I do but I'm still alive. I dont have much left so peace out.

Schizophrenia is no joke. I am so sorry, Alicia. I am so sorry that I made fun of you for having it, and messing with you, not realizing how much fear, anxiety, and trouble it was causing you. I'm really sorry I didn't attend your funeral. I was too careless and stupid at the time.

I never told you this in person, but my father also has schizophrenia. That's one of the main reasons my parents divorced when we were kids. This is also one of the reasons I joked about it, because I didn't think it was that big of a deal.

Well, karma is real, Alicia. I've been in and out of psychiatric facilities, and now I've been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I truly got what I deserved, and now I am also starting to wonder if life is truly worth living. I hope somewhere, somehow, you are reading this message, seeing me tear up as I type my regrets on this little online page, hoping that somehow, you can forgive me for my heinous actions. I miss you so much, Alicia. You were the only person in my life that truly understood my weird personality, and I took it for granted.

I want to feel happiness again..

Everyone always asks, "What's the meaning of life?" "How did we get here?" "What is our real purpose?"

Those questions do not have answers. We will NEVER figure out a single objective answer to these questions.

But that means one thing: You can make up your answers to these questions. You have the choice to determine what your purpose is, what your meaning to life is. You have much more power than you think you do. 

In a metaphorical sense, you are a deity--a God/Goddess if you may--because you create and define your own world. No one else will see the exact version of the world that you see with your own two eyes. The universe you see is, in a sense, entirely of your own viewing, your own creation. 

Do not get yourself caught up in seemingly objective rules about society's expectations to "how to live the perfect life" or "how to live life the one right way." There is one thing objective about those rules: That they objectively do not exist. 

So, go out there. Create and wield your own universe. Decide your meaning and purpose to life. Enjoy your life on this world while you have it. In the grand scheme of things, you are most importantly here for a good, healthy time, not necessarily a long time, or a time full of glory or power or riches. 

You were not given a purpose by anything when you were born into this world. So, give yourself one.

Finally, one very important piece of advice for this: Do not hurt anyone...most importantly, that includes yourself.

Good luck out there. If you read this whole thing, thank you very much. You can do this.

I hope all of you find peace and solace in these struggling times. Stay safe, and keep pushing further no matter what happens. Just know you aren't alone.

Slipknot's music is amazing, you should listen to it.

Well, I just want to say that I'm sorry K, very, very sorry. I just hope that, wherever you are, you are happy.
I loved the moments that we spent together, and wished that they endured through the time.
But I think it's time to move on.
I hope that, one day, we solve and clarify our problems, the reason why happened what happened.
So for the time being, let's part ways, until we meet again, if we ever do it.
I will always love you.

I know I'll meet someone who understands eventually, I just need to keep meeting and loving people. I can't wait to meet you, I can't wait to love you.
I hope you will find them too.

Don't do drugs guys, They uh, Fuck you up. Yeah. Uh huh. yup. Don't do them. Unless it's like uh, Don't know, weed? I guess? Better than heroin.

DON'T DO DRUGS!

Microwave.

I miss you Umbra

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I miss my old friends, They were better than the friends i have now. I don't know what happened to them, i wish we could talk but i can't. 

I am only able to talk with one of those old friend's right now but i never do, I don't know why.

If any of you guys are some how seeing this, I hope we can talk sometime in the future and have fun like we used to.

I like trains. Pretty cool.

Hope everyone has a wonderful day today, love you all! <3

im tired, i hope stuff gets better soon

Kind of rough times, lets keep going on and do not lose sight of the good things in life

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Going through divorce. Potentially moving out with best friend. Did my best to "save" this person but its time to move on. Future looks bright, but there is a sense of longing I cant shake. In time I will heal

les musiques de DK sont pas mal quand meme 

just chillin at work

whew, things are beginning to become interesting

I am a little lost. I have a wife and 2 beautiful kids. I am doing everything I set out to do. I am the sole provider to the family so it has been a struggle but it is what I wanted to do. My wife gets to live her dream of being a stay at home mom. I feel like I want more. I don't know how to get more. I don't know how to make more. I want more. I need something different. Why did I do this so early in life. Because i wanted to? Or because it was what my wife wanted? Is this really all there is in life? We moved across the country to be closer to her mom but we don't do anything. I'm stuck. 

I love everything I have, but I want to do something else. I'm struggling to find my own way. I want something else. 

i love you  

sex is sex so sexy i wanna lick those presidential toes

Donkey Kong Country - Aquatic Ambience
David Wise, 1995

feeling a little lost and a little sad all the time, hoping better days are to come

Hello there, I just wanted to announce that I turned 13 yesterday.

i mean the word "Internet Checkpoint" not the page lul

who the fuck made up "Internet Checkpoint" lmao 

i was here..

To whoever comes across this: it may not seem like it now, but it DOES get better!! Live for those who love you!! ❤️

lovely website!

S V B M I T  T O  R O M E

Omg this is so epic

Peace be upon you, who's reading. A great responcibility lies upon us, as we live through this day and age. Be true to your creed, and don't be scared to investigate your potential, as you have great power. Though the days may seem tough, live may be headed in the wrong direction, or friends may be unloyal, you should remember - there is tomorrow, however shadowy it may seem. A tomorrow, in which everything may change. A tomorrow, in which the former and sadder you will wither away. A promising tomorrow, that shall take you on your path. I wish you all the best, and I hope, that tomorrow will bring you to the comfort you deserve. <3

dereference as many null pointers as you want

When unable to find meaning one tends to look in comfort rather than growth. To continually do something that brings the joy of a cushion, one misses out on the changes necessary for a better self. Not much is required to move forward, just a fraction of effort can change the outcome for everyone. 

im  here!!!
leaving my mark

lol hi what am i doing

yummers     

Hello there. If you're reading this, congratulations. Not many people care enough to visit this website. It's only you, me, and everyone else. But that doesn't mean you can't enjoy the so obviously limited time you have here on Earth. Even if everyone is telling you to give up, there's no actuall reason for you to do so. Keep going, and you might just make it big. Or small, if you prefer that. Never give up.

I'm burning on fires of invention and passion.

Finally got away from the damn PC, and i decided to hangout with my friends and family. I love you guys.

Hello everyone! Just wanted to leave my mark

I live in fear of my spouse dying because of the way I suddenly lost my mom a couple of years ago. However, I know I can't live in fear. I have to enjoy my spouse and the ones I love while they're here instead of being terrified about something that may never happen. I can only hope that I have enough time.

Hello world. Im so glad to be here 

Ordered 365 Caffeinpills online today

dont sell on me

*jumps down off a table onto the ground*

*looks up*

...I'M GAY!!

always be kwazy!

Being good is free. 
Always.

Checkpoint: My wife is 4 months pregnant with what is going to be a little girl. I am so excited to finally be a dad. I am in the latter half of my 30s and we decided that it was now or never to have a child. A lot is going to change and I want to have a checkpoint in chase anything goes wrong in the coming months. I am a Chief in the US military; it is a lot of responsibility and a lot ways on my mind. I just can't stop thinking about how much easier it all used to before I had to worry about the safety of those that look up to me in the current state of the world. Everything is uncertain and I am terrified about the implications of war a fighting for a country with which I have lost a lot of faith. Not only me and my Sailors sake, but for the sake of my wife and future daughter. I haven't really put these thoughts into words before and now I can't stop from crying.

Wolverine is secretly a cat and you cant change my mind. We have Sabertooth as a dog and Wolverine as a cat, going with the stereotype that cat hate dogs and the other way around. Plus Logans Claws. Okay, Sabertooth has them too. Wait, i just found out hes spelled Sabretooth. Wtf. Interesting though. Anyways, <Wolverine3

Just turned in an absolute juggernaut of an assignment. I was supposed to start it towards the beginning of the school year tho I just started it a week ago and still got it in on time lol. This whole time I've been expecting some huge feeling of accomplishment wash over me like a wave, but instead I feel something fainter that I can't quite put my finger on. I feel like I should feel amazing for doing something that sounds amazing. I suppose right now I feel a little more free, now that I don't have the burden of that assignment over my head, letting me stay up to 2 am listening to JRPG music ;) Moments like those make life worth living, maybe this is the reward, which I'm happy about

I often come here when i feel stressed and read the messages. I hope the person that reads this have a nice day.

hey guys hope you a feeling well

3 is my faovurite number cause it is at the center of EVERYTHIGN!!!!!!!!!!! dawg the more you think about it the crazier it becomes; 3.14 being pi, a triangle being the strongest shape, the holy trinity, cerberus having 3 heads, the phrase "third time's the charm", etc etc

just passing by to see other people's comments. to anybody reading, have a good life!

checked in!
05/03/2025

Cat. We love and cherish Cat.

I've been doing well for a long-ish time a few weeks ago and now I'm worse again. I hate being like this.
I'm sorry to the people I've wronged while in this depressive state. I know that my mental illness is not an excuse for my behavior, but emotions take over me and I'm just stuck in this hole of anxiety and self hatred and can't stop the train of thoughts coming in.
I hope that my two best friends stay with me and won't leave. My biggest fear is the two of them leaving. They keep reassuring me that they won't, but my anxiety tells me otherwise.
I love them both dearly and I hope that they know.

Have you heard of our lord and savior bingus?

Just tried to recovering from a breakup, and i got banned from a server i really loved out of nowhere. Maybe i deserved this

I've never been this alone before, and I don't know what to do. Except to keep going. Be strong. But I know how to do that just fine. So I will. 

Interesting website. Will be here more often...maybe

long live the internet

Currently in my final year of high school. Only 3 more months!! the past week or so made me realize though I'm ready to move on. This final year's been kind of shitty I wont lie. I'm in a full IB program, holding a perfect GPA and on track to be valedictorian, but this endeavor drains all free time and free thought away from you and it's been slowly killing me - almost literally. Never in my life have I felt the effects of stress so physically, now that I've been shedding, had difficulty breathing, sleeping, being present, gaining weight, and my whole body feels so tight while 7 hours of sleep is the highest I could hope for on any given night. I know it's a result of being unorganized which I'm working on - I learned the hard way that habits and lifestyle changes take very small and gradual changes overtime, smaller than you'd think. At the same time though, I can't help but feel that no one understands me. I feel so shallow to everyone, that my interests and personality are so uninteresting to the people there, in my family, etc. Every interaction chips away at my own individuality - masking not just to appease the other person but just to survive the interaction in the first place. I won't lie I'm a bit socially inept, which I'm also working on. 

This past year has sucked the life out of me bad. It makes me feel as if if I keep living this life for another 5 years it would actually kill me. but deep down I know I must bear through it, keep fighting little by little of what I can each day to get back on my feet, and eventually I can soar above that. I'm ready for college. I'm ready to get out of this place that feels so much like a prison to me. For so long I've been translating my soul to others, rather than being with the people who get me. I know those people exist for everyone, even if they're hard to find. When all is said and done, I'll wake up each day with purpose, engaging with what I'm passionate about, and loving more, because these days the stress has made me lose sight of those things. If there's one thing I'd wish to remind myself, it'd be that before you take care of anything else, you need to care of yourself, and treat yourself nicely. It's your own self! You can't beat yourself up for being the way you are, just the fact you can see this means you have the capacity to change. Dear reader, you got this<3

"Nothing suits your fancy? Well, don't be too frugal. But a bit of Indulgence goes a long way." -Graverobber Blige from Demon's souls

life is going good, hope it keeps being like that

Yo!, hope you having a good day

高校生活といえば薔薇色、薔薇色といえば高校生活、と形容の呼応関係は成立している。西暦２０００年現在では未だ果たされていないが、広辞苑に載る日も速くはあるまい。しかしそれは、全ての高校生が薔薇色を望むということを意味しているわけではない。例えば、勉学にもスポーツにも色恋沙汰にも、とにかくありとあらゆる活力に興味を示さず灰色を灰色を好む人間というのもいるし、それは俺の知る範囲でさえ少なくない。けど、それって随分寂しい生き方だよな。

I don’t want to be perfect. I just want to be me.

love is the answer

Christ Is Lord

I am angry. My country that I love because its where my family and friends live actively gets worse with a fool that's not even fit to be a jester as its head of state. The ones who I love rights are actively threatened and the rich who exploit us are blatantly doing NAZI salutes on national television. and then the goose stepping bootlickers who elected the people that got them there are shocked and make excuses even though there hearts are empty and devoid of care. I'm so very tired of trying to be friends with people who want me and my loved ones to cease existing. I will be fine. I will smile and bear it all and I will succeed whether through hope or spite. Cause I will be dammed if some rich fascist pricks are the reason I get depressed so fuck em. I hope you all have wonderful lives I believe in ya.

I don't know how I got here, I think I'm lost again

Just surviving rn. School sucks. Currently at home with my dog ❤️

Shot out to the Taia 777 santuary crew. Thanks for all this memories. Let's keep the legacy alive!!!!!!

"Even the good ones push away when I'm struggling
Don't ask if I'm okay, leave you wondering
I'm so bitter, but it feels like my fault
But I let you in before I build my walls"

Deezl - Struggling

Just checking in. I’m still here. Alive. Breathing. I fired that’s the point. Peace To All! ❤️

This is an ingenious way of keeping the spirit of the checkpoints alive. Thank you for making this.

It keeps happening, over and over again. The beating. It never stops. I never want it to.

In the beginning were the words and the words made the world. I am the words. The words are everything. Where the words end the world ends. You cannot go forward in the absence of space.

Things are going fine, I have a baby cockatiel to take care of and supporting family and friends. I get to study what I really want and am doing an awesome project with my partner who I love a lot. Honestly, couldn't get any better :)

life is good.

My life is not so great rn. I'm going through some hard times and don't have anyone for support. I hope things get better soon.

life sucks rn, but i'll make it

Still making things work the best I can, you all better do the same

yawn..........

I do have a patron and a best friend who's support is allowing me to complete my dream project.

10 years in the same job with great ppl. Im working on my house and happy my mom is with me. 

gotta take a shit, might not male it alive

Rn my life is great, some years ago i think i was in a very fucked up moment but i think i've moved past that. rn everything looks like will be alright :)

Hello World!